My mom chose to leave on her own terms after years upon years of severe incurable illnesses and pain. She tried to do it the “right” way. Tried to peruse death with dignity but no doctor was willing to say they “knew for a fact” she had 6months or less to live. I have no anger or even any bad feelings about it. I do not blame her in the least. She had seen her own father beg them not to let him suffer in pain and then the person who had the power to stop the suffering allowed it to drag on. That was her worst fear. It puts me in a weird place, though. Only my step father and I know the whole truth. We think my grandmother knows. But I’ve been trying to find some sort of support group or something but it’s a little weird and difficult when I can’t really say exactly what happened and why and my feelings about it, you know? I can on here as it is anonymous and for that I’m grateful. So thank you to all of you.

Posted by marpri1799 at 2023-11-14 01:03:04 UTC