Today is turning out to be a bad one. Others have spoken about lack of motivation. That's today for me. I haven't even cleaned my teeth yet. The sadness I feel, today, is overwhelming. I simply miss Kevin so much and feel empty and lonely. There's nobody that I feel able to talk to and I don't like to burden anyone. Today, on the dog walk, someone spoke to me about holidays. For twenty years I went with Kevin and so my heart isn't into holidaying. I started thinking about the fact that a huge part of my life will never be the same and I just sank. Just needed to voice how I feel. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Posted by tomsharkey at 2022-06-11 15:44:02 UTC