Lost my big brother nearly 3 months ago. He was a tree surgeon and loved his job and loved talking about his job. He was always climbing trees as a child too. I’ve found it comforting to go and walk through woods and take photos of the trees which some people seem to think is me “looking for grief”. I don’t know how to explain that I don’t need to look for grief, it consumes me all the time, but doing this and being out in nature relaxes me for a short time and let’s me think of the times he was at his happiest.

Posted by samanthairvine87 at 2022-06-10 15:05:47 UTC