This is my first post - I lost my Dad in November 2020 to Prostate Cancer. He was not only my father but my best friend. I still find it impossible to comprehend that I’ll never see him again, the finality of it. I try not to think about it but I get caught off guard when something reminds me of him, the deeply intense sadness and pain I feel is physical and it takes my breath away, like someone has punched me in the stomach. I don’t care about anything anymore, nothing matters to me. I know that he’d want me to find joy in my life and be happy but it’s so difficult. I thought that as time passed it would get easier but I feel it’s getting harder to cope.

Posted by hannahjj85 at 2022-06-07 13:35:19 UTC