My grandmother had a stroke last March and after 2 months she passed away. Feeling okay is not an option anymore I feel that saddness is part of me as if it's part of my body that won't leave me. It has been 3 weeks now and at first I was in denial and then I started to grief. People ask about you at first and then when they see that you say I am okay or act as okay they stop worrying and asking. Sometimes I feel that I am in pain as if I wanna scream out loud because my feelings are really intense till the extent that I can't stand anymore. I don't need anyone around but I fear being alone with this.

Posted by Rouii at 2022-06-06 23:45:51 UTC