I took my family to the beach today after years of not going (nearly 3 years thanks to COVID restrictions). And the only thought I had was, “wow, Xan will never go to the beach with me again”. My mood immediately took a nose dive. I tried to perk up and remind myself he’d want me to enjoy the beach. It’s been 1.5 years since I’ve lost him and I just cannot reclaim joy in the things we once loved.

Posted by LisanneClaire at 2022-06-06 10:09:21 UTC