Hi. My name’s Vanessa. My husband died of a sudden and massive stroke in September 2020 the midsts of the onslaught of Covid. It still feels like yesterday and I revisit the days after his collapse every single day! He was and is my everything. I continue to try to pick up the pieces but feel like it is truly one step forward and three steps back. I miss him terribly. I feel like so much less Of a person without him. Now was supposed to be our time having become empty nesters. I believe it is only my daughters that keep me going. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to live this life without him. I miss him. I miss best friend. I write, I draw, I do craft, I’ve returned to work. I’ve bought another dog, a new car, I garden, but nothing fills the emptiness, the huge void within. And I’m sad, so incredibly sad.

Posted by nessacoota at 2022-06-02 23:18:58 UTC