Hi, I’m new. This is my first post. I lost my boyfriend on February 3, 2022. He wasn’t just my boyfriend, he was my soulmate and the love of my life. We had both been married before. We found each other and immediately we had a connection, everyone around us could see and feel our chemistry. I felt like I had finally found the person that brought me true happiness, who knew exactly how I needed and wanted to be loved. We were so deeply in love and had so many plans for our future together. I had gone to California to visit my family and it was the 1st time we were away from each other. We continued to count down to the day I came home and we would be back in each other’s arms. When I came home I could feel something was wrong, went to his apartment and found that he had been murdered. That day I feel like I died too. I feel so lost and alone now. I really don’t know what to do. I feel like a shell of a person just going through the motions but it’s not me. Every day is difficult and painful. The more time that passes the deeper this pain feels. He was taken from me and so was our future.

Posted by Vanessa M at 2022-05-30 22:11:29 UTC