Hi, my names Kate, I’m new here and have written something out a couple of times but not had the courage to say anything so here goes. This is Patrick and me. The love of my life, my soul mate, my rock and my wonderful boyfriend. He was battling addiction and depression and has been on a downward spiral since January but was booked to go into a rehab facility. He died in a tragic accident at home on the 4th May whilst I was away and my world has been shattered ever since. He wrote a diary of his thoughts to help what was going on in his mind and the last page was a to do list with number one being stay clean until de la tour (rehab), a list of things to help him get through the days, he had signed the bottom to say he would not drink anymore and his last entry was that he was going to ask me to marry him when I got back from my trip. There are no words to describe this pain or heartbreak not only for loosing your person but also for the future you should have had together. I don’t even know where to begin to heal and I just miss him so much 💔🥺

Posted by kkippax at 2022-05-30 08:22:12 UTC