Hi everyone, my dad passed away in August from cancer 2 months after diagnosis and I only knew about it a month before he died. His death was the first Ive experienced yet it’s hard to stomach the advice I get from family who are numb to deaths because they’ve had longer lives compared to me. It feels so distant when I get that sort of words. His birthday was this week and I’ve had an even more hard time the past few weeks leading up and anticipating the day. It’s been 8 months and I don’t feel myself. I don’t have much to say most days to anyone and I just feel numb and filled with tears. I feel sad and distant from family who want to help but don’t know how. I’m glad to have found this community here who understand the struggles.

Posted by Alisa at 2022-04-08 16:55:52 UTC