The one thing I’ve realised I need to come to terms with (which in all honestly I have not) is that every little thing has changed. It’s sunny outside. A year ago I’d be sitting in the back garden with my Nan, mom and uncles. People would be popping in for a cuppa and end up in the back for hours having a gossip and getting a tan. Today It’s just me. I’ve asked my mom to come around and sun bathe in the back garden but she said it doesn’t feel right without Nan. For me I want to do everything the same as if she’s right here with us but for everyone else I think it hurts them to do that.

Posted by JadeSummers at 2022-05-27 13:47:13 UTC