Tomorrow is the funeral and I am neither dreading it or looking forward to it being over. It changes nothing. It is now 23 days without my gorgeous boy and this world seems unsafe and unwanted. I wanted another 28 years with him and feel so cheated. Our youngest child is about to go to Uni and we would be empty nesters! So many plans, dreams and hopes now crushed. I don’t want to do this without you, my darling boy 💔

Posted by ruthb69 at 2022-05-24 11:58:58 UTC