So today I was feeling a bit proud of myself for getting a handyman in to quote for odd jobs to do in the garden, pond company to advise on treatment for the water & quote for maintenance. I also checked finances thoroughly & realised I will be mortgage free in several months & able to plan the new bathroom we had discussed before he died so suddenly. And I know he would be proud of me for stepping out of my comfort zone & getting stuff done so pat on the back for me. But then I realised its nearly my little sis's birthday soon & I am supposed to be organising the scattering of her ashes which she left very clear instructions for me to do. So if its not him then it's her that I'm missing & vice versa. My 2 best friends, my 2 go to people, & they're both gone xxxx

Posted by thill1 at 2022-05-17 13:09:09 UTC