Lost my wonderful Mum 14/12/21. My grief is choking me tonight. I generally manage to hold it together for the most part for the sake of my little 2 year old but sometimes, like now, once she's tucked up safely in bed my "mask" slips and the tears pour out. I used to be completely inconsolable when I tried to listen to her funeral songs but tonight I forced myself to listen as it is beautiful music and it feels like proof that she has passed and she was real and I've not just imagined it all. I know this probably all sounds nuts but thanks for being here for me to let my feelings out to.

Posted by Vicky.I at 2022-04-02 18:43:23 UTC