Had just the best dream last night that I was right back when I was first dating my husband. We were in our favourite Chinese restaurant, talking about going on holiday, planning our wedding & talking about the future. Then we went to stay in our favourite hotel. That was 35 years ago but in my dream it was like yesterday & I woke up happy & reaching out to his side of the bed. Then reality set in, he's been gone 18 months, my sister, who would have been my go to person to discuss it all with has been gone 16 months, & I'm alone. Keep trying to get that happy feeling back but its not working.

Posted by thill1 at 2022-05-11 07:54:14 UTC